Every once in a while i go on a break. sometimes a voluntary ne and most times an involuntary one because other things take precedence or my body just gives up on me. This month ended up being like that. I had a little trip to the city, and the exhaustion that has followed and sheer nonchalance in life in general has been quite a bit
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(this post was written in 2021… You will notice that a lot has changed since)
Inala, exala… That’s what I have been telling myself this whole time since we made a move to continue putting our house together. Ok lets take a few steps back. The year was 2020 and it was the literal turn of the decade and we had just put blood, sweat and a whole lot of money to try make the house we were moving into to be somewhat habitable…because bruh!
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Its the end of the week, it was better than the first week. I managed to sit on the work desk for a bit, it almost feels like I am figuring my way around here now. I feel relieved, a lot less anxious and things are beginning to look like they are coming together. We are far from completion, but we are slowly adapting to our space.
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This year was supposed to be the year that my birthday was going to be lit lit. I had all these fantastic plans on how everything was going to be fantastic and for the first time since I was 21 years old, I was going to make a big deal of my birthday, but then we had to urgently” move house, and that kind of changed the whole course of .
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I’m back to my weird writing times, today it’s just before I go to shower. It’s my first shower in the past 2 days because life and extremely depressive moods. The kind of spoon that life has fed me off of the past two days, has me shaking my head every two minutes. I have literally gone through all my emotions.
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I had a bug to write a blog post yesterday. My process of writing is usually very strange because I always start with a prompt rather than a title, and yesterday the prompt came to me. But as with every adult interaction, life just crept on me.
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I was about to type happy new year then I remembered this post where they said the deadline for happy new year was 5th. So technically I am two days too late. (at the time of starting to write this) I genuinely hope your year started on a positive note. Mine was definitely fantastic. I got my Christmas that I so badly wanted to have with B.
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Two things prompt my writing… Darkness or nights and music. In my last post I talked about my random 2.00 am nights and my struggle with sleep. One of the things that I now do is listen to something, it helps me not be so aware of my sorrounding and helps me relax. I also use music to help me gather my thoughts and concentrate… Which is the case today. It’s almost midnight on Christmas eve, and weirdly enough, I’m struggling.
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I can not begin to tell you how many posts (actual and draft posts) that I have started to write at 2.00 a.m because my sleep is a literal joke. I think I would classify it as more unstable than group 1 elements in the presence of moisture. OK that might be an exaggeration but you get the drift. Anything can set off my insomnia alarm and sometimes feel like my body does this to test me.
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