Crippling fear of beginnings

I’m sure that you are here because you read last week’s post and you are hoping to have a glimpse into how I deal with anxiety and my gripping fear of beginnings. Remember how I said that adulting was a scam? Here is lesson 101 of adulting… Read More

June’s unboxing + Updates

In June,I took a break from creating to chill and create in other ways away from social media.This was a much needed break from posting twice a week for almost two months (rather since quarantine began) and I was mentally exhausted and needed to take a breather. Of course life was still going on and I picked a camera a couple of times to catch some of those moments.

Which is what I want to share today in this quick post.

Also did you catch this New Friday series? I will be sharing my adulting experinces every Friday this month. So be sure to catch that here on the blog.

Xx

Nyake.

A little catch up

Welcome to July… I haven’t been saying hey in these streets for a bit. My mental space has been a yo-yo-ing mess and I haven’t been in the space to share much. I don’t want to say that I am back, but I am committing to chatting every week on here.

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Here comes July … +downloadable spread

Its been a hot minute since I was here…I took a little break to focus on a couple of things and just took a breather to make sure we have spreads to take us through the month of July. Hope you have been doing well. Read More

Discovering Online shopping

I am seated here waiting for my mask to dry as i type this. My skin has been doing well actually. if you hang out with me regularly I assume you know that the term well is relative and applies to my skin as such. For more skin care stories read this post. I realize we haven’t told any quarantine story on here this month. Read More

The June spread is here!!! (free download)

This week has been a strange week, not only have I struggled with bouts of exhaustion…which is usually typical of a first week of workout resumption, I have also struggled to sleep. I feel like I am in the initial pandemic stages again (how I was emotionally then) and it makes me anxious about having to go to sleep. Of course, I am sure by now that you realize that it is a vicious cycle, some weird kind of inception. I have been tapping into B’s strength, hugs and cuddles to function this week. Also, have I told you how jealous I am of the fact that B can literally fall asleep anywhere and at an instant… I keep asking him how it feels to be GOD’s favorite. Read More

So emotional

I haven’t written here in about a week… Mostly because telling quarantine stories and writing in general requires a level of mental presence that I just didn’t have last week. You will probably see what I mean in a vlog coming to a channel near you. You can subscribe here. Read More

Lets make chapati

I have been so exhausted today that in the course of writing this, I decided to take a nap. It was a surprisingly easy decision to make (usually I don’t nap during the day) because B was also exhausted from the previous night’s call so we all just cuddled and fell asleep for about an hour.

You see, B has been on call for the past four days and this particular one was full of 1.00 a.m and 3.00 a.m calls. Every time the phone rings, I think its my alarm and I wake up which then creates the struggle of going back to sleep. This is also in addition to the fact that him going breaks the cuddle and the bed becomes cold.(and I feel the distance in my sleep lol). Anyway, so our sleep patterns have been erratic jointly so we are just a bunch of exhaustion. I wont even touch on the pile of dishes in our sink right now.

Thats what this week has been looking like in a nutshell…this week not much drama.

But, I have a new video up taking you with me on a whole week,

Hugs,

Nyake