I probably started writing a post and then ran out of things to say or got distracted. I can’t believe how distracting adulting is, I am literally minutes away from spiraling into another existential crisis, as if the 36500 crises that I have already had this year are not enough. I have been postponing showing up here just because my thoughts are not settled on what I should talk about, my body is breaking down and I need to pack and cook. Yoh! I could use a bit of help in adulting, because this is not it.Read More
It has been my intention all week to show up and say hello here… But then life has its way of reminding me who is boss. I am learning to take this a lot more graciously given that I haven’t had electricity for about 30 hours now and that just made me lose 1 full day worth of work. I want to be upset but I mostly feel helpless about this whole situation.Read More
We caught up 10 days ago… Ish. in between then, I have had immunization done against the panoramic.(the misspelling is intentional) That’s literally the biggest news I currently have just because everything else pretty much is rinse and repeat. How have you been? Hope you have been doing well.Read More
I have been so exhausted today that in the course of writing this, I decided to take a nap. It was a surprisingly easy decision to make (usually I don’t nap during the day) because B was also exhausted from the previous night’s call so we all just cuddled and fell asleep for about an hour.
You see, B has been on call for the past four days and this particular one was full of 1.00 a.m and 3.00 a.m calls. Every time the phone rings, I think its my alarm and I wake up which then creates the struggle of going back to sleep. This is also in addition to the fact that him going breaks the cuddle and the bed becomes cold.(and I feel the distance in my sleep lol). Anyway, so our sleep patterns have been erratic jointly so we are just a bunch of exhaustion. I wont even touch on the pile of dishes in our sink right now.
Thats what this week has been looking like in a nutshell…this week not much drama.
But, I have a new video up taking you with me on a whole week,
I haven’t written a long post in a while, maybe because I have very bi-polar days….extremely pumped and ready on one day and super tired on the next. Working on finding a balance is a constant work in progress and with the emergence of the pandemic, has become a tad bit harder. Read More